So the router at the office has been down for the past four days and what that
means when it comes to work is that its been at a standstill. No correspondence,
no yada yada. Hence today once it was confirmed that the line was fine and that
the only weak link was the router, i set off to get it fixed. After a tele-convo
with the dude from SMC, we managed to figure out that there was a major problem
with the router and that i would need to either get it fixed or replaced. So off
to the SMC office (with $2 ERP). There the dude got me a new one, even though i think
the company warranty has expired. Talk about goodwill, it really made my day!
Ryna's moved into her hostel, and she seems to be settling in pretty well. The sleep over with the girls was great fun, watching one of my favourite sitcoms, How I Met Your Mother till 5 am and then fighting for space on the bed. I really missed my girls =)
As for work, i'm well through my second novel (and its a BOREEEEEEEE) and have researched on my EE, so left for me to do is drop by at the NLB, borrow the book. Make copies and write out my research qs for the interviews and i should be good. Fieldwork will prolly start tomorrow.. all i havta do it remember to stay calm =) Random reminder - but i havta fix my swatches soon. Two of them are dead and asleep somewhere.
Was so so so shagged last night i just flopped into bed and dozed off. Just started teaching Ashok, and what can i say - its absolutely gratifying.
So i didnt wanna air my dirty laundry in a public space, but i guess you're hell bent on it and i guess, if you're game, i'm game. Its kinda sad that you have to resort to the internet to sort out our problems, but i guess if thats all the worth you're about to give us, then your worth should be no different.
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've got a competitive thing going on? Hahah. Is that your best shot? Girl, take a look at the mirror. You fly off to Aussie, keeping your life there top secret. And people get tired you know, asking and asking, caring and caring. And when you come back, you get wrapped up in some affair not giving a shit about us. And we're supposed to stay right there, and wait for you with open arms? You always talk about harsh reality don't you. You always talk about growing up, not being innocent - well, welcome to life. You treat your friends like crap, expect them to pay it back. Not like we treated you like crap of course.
Right from the start, you've always given others more importance and priority. The grass is always greener on the other side isnt it. You're always caring so much about people who don't really care about you. People who'd make use of you. Guess my crime was caring about you.
Image is important, clubbing is important. Sure, i understand. But don't blame me for who you have become. And don't blame me for not becoming who you've become. Image is important, i agree. But must that come with a compromise? So now, i'm not cool to be seen hanging out with you because i don't enjoy clubbing and the like? Seriously, if thats how you decide who your friends are... i have absolutely no comments. I have other priorities, and i don't share your chase for Singaporean/Australian Indian Stardom.
And yeah, i went off to Canada - you can move on with your life but we can't? What the fuck. Where's the logic my dear? I emailed you. And if you check your inbox, the last reply would've been from me. Because you're the one who didnt bother. I called you from Canada, but your phone was always switched off. Well my dear friend, don't say i didn't try.. So why do i keep in contact when i'm in Singapore? Hmmmm. Well this is almost as complicated as rocket science isn't it? My mobile phone operates in Singapore whilst it does not receive signals in RURAL Metchosin, in Victoria BC. OHHHHHHH. What a revelation! So if you were seriously wondering about why i text you from Singapore, you've got yr answer.
And so you go on your web announcing that you can't connect with us coz we're gay. Seriously, that was so beneath the belt. As if you havent been gay before. And i hope you've heard of the term - bisexuality? Coz FYI, i'm not gay. So perhaps, you might want to getta know your new friends better before making a brouhaha about their sexuality. And friend, if you are so ashamed of homosexuality, i hope you come to terms with the fact that one of your exes, the person you say is "all that you've got.." is of the same gender as you and that makes you, well.. lets see... surprise! GAY! Reality check, friend.
And as for new years' eve, don't make it sound like the whole world revolves around you. You weren't the only one with a fucked up new year, i had it too. Just because i don't kick up a fuss like you do, does not mean i didnt have a sucky day.
So missy, for the other two people you ruthlessly slandered on your blog. Here are a coupla words. What makes you fit enough to judge which relationship is practical and which relationship is impractical? Who gives you the right to judge your friends? And if you claimed that right, what even makes you a real friend? A friend stands by no matter what. Perhaps you might wanna take a beginners course on being a friend. Because, everything you listed as our "personal flaws" could be rebutted with 2 of yours. But i'm not gonna stoop as low as you have. Because, unlike you who says "i'm grown up.." i'm not filled with that much of hot air. I've had my fill. Time to shower and forget about all of this.
